Today I write in English because it makes me feel less emotional. But, I have been missing something. I was told I can"t show weakness and always be busy, working, planning. These words are hard to hear but I was in a different place. I lived with friends, was always meeting other friends and had the future defined. But not anymore, so I started to think in the apartment I lived for a longer and the others which weren"t remarkble with good memories as the first but nice. And I have been in a house a long time now but I think of that life everyday, so it seems like yesterday everyday. What I"m gonna tell you now might shock many but I couldn"t hold myself: I started sleeping in a single bed because it reminds me of the apartment. I am single, but I have a larger bed but the single bed and the single life and the memories made me realize how funny and adventurous my life was and why and the reality of objects and people showed me that. I was trying to be something I didn"t want to: serious grown up which past didn"t matter. I"ve thrown a bunch of parties, watched football a lot and built dreams while living there and that"s why I posted this picture of me there.

Ah, there"s a discreet filter there. I tried to make it a cartoon but well, changed little. Guess I was too alive and interpretative ! I miss that time a lot !